I need help, support, a community
Hi everyone,
I am a 34 year old wife and mother of a beautiful 2 1/2 year old boy. I have always had weight issues but in my mid 20's, my weight ballooned to 220 pounds. This was around the time my now husband and I got engaged. I decided that I wanted to lose the weight for my wedding and just to feel good again. A co-worker lent me a book called The Eat Clean Diet by Tosca Reno. That was the first time I had heard of the term "eat clean". I read through the book and it made complete sense to me. I started to eat much cleaner, started working out and eventually became quit the gym rat. By my wedding day, June 26 2010, I weighed 163 pounds...the smallest i'd been since college. I felt amazing. I kept the weight off for about a year, until I got pregnant. I had a difficult pregnancy though, honestly, I just used that as an excuse to eat whatever I wanted. By the time my son was born, I had gained 60 pounds. Well, I never quite lost those extra 60 pounds and that was over 2 years ago. I keep telling myself that I will lose the weight, and I do well for a few days, but then I end up binge eating time and time again.
I'm now 230 pounds. I feel horrible, I look horrible. I have no energy. I have stomach problems and joint problems. I have high cholesterol. I am borderline diabetic. I need to lose the weight.
I was hoping to find a community that would encourage and inspire me and I guess i've found it.
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