You really don't need to explain yourself...
It seems that since I have started losing weight, every time I make a healthy choice when eating out, people feel the need to disparage their own choices or explain themselves to me. For example, I went shopping with my mother and sister yesterday. Both do need to lose weight for some health reasons, but as everyone here has displayed numerous times, people have to come to weight loss within their own time and readiness. Anyway, we went through McDonald's that morning for a quick breakfast. I could have eaten a biscuit, for sure, but since I had eaten a little too much out at dinner the night before, I decided that I had indulged enough, so I just got myself one of their oatmeals (which is always super watery??) and a coffee. My mom and sister both got biscuits, but it's like they had to knock themselves for ordering it in front of me. Like saying, "Oh, I really don't need this," or, "I should have ordered that." Then people usually talk about "needing to do beter." The same thing happened later that day when I ordered a grilled chicken salad for lunch. It has gotten to where I just try to play off my healthy choices as just sounding good (which they usually do) just so I feel others won't feel like I'm judging them for eating what they want.
As I have stated here before, I'm a bit of a social bumbler and really bashful and modest. I never know what to say when people do this (especially when it's my future mother-in-law!), but I don't know if there is a right thing to say. Sometimes when people do this, I want to explain what has worked for me, but that often leads to people getting glassy-eyed and disinterested. It's almost like it's just some kind of motion they feel they need to go through before they can enjoy their meal without guilt or judgement with me. It's even worse with loved ones, because I feel a little guilty that I am losing weight while my sister, who I know is so unhappy, hasn't had success. I don't want to make her feel bad for her choices, but I don't want to encourage her in bad eating either, and excusing her food choices kinda eaves me doing one or the other, unless, like I said, I just play off how good it sounded.
I would just really like to order something healthy without gaining a lot of attentiattention or being treated like grand inquisitor sometimes. Does anyone else deal with this regularly?
Last edited by Song of Surly; 03-30-2013 at 04:25 PM.
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