So last week I fell off the wagon... Not dramatically - just gradually started 'giving myself a treat I had earned', or having a few drinks with friends, and finding reasons to not go to the gym...
All of these things would normally have meant that I would have stopped weighing myself and would be feeling crap at my failure which would lead me to telling myself 'I don't care' and eating more to prove it... A very bad vicious cycle which is what got me to over 200lbs in the first place...
BUT!!!! I came on 3FC today (more due to procrastination than anything else) and have spent the last 2 hours browsing posts, looking at photos and generally FEELING INSPIRED!!!! Thank you ladies - especially to all of you who have posted photos - you have helped remind me of why I am doing this and that more than anything I CAN!!!
So, I am about to go get myself a nice bowl of soup for lunch and go to the gym this evening - and I AM NOT GOING TO QUIT!!!!