Weight Loss Support - 300+ And Ready To Try Again...#317




thinthinker
04-15-2003, 10:17 AM
God Bless America!

We want to invite everyone to join us in our journey.
We share laughter and tears.
We share what works for us and what doesn't.
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These are not required topics ...just ideas to share. We have found them very helpful. We also share heartaches and fears...joys and celebrations.

Please feel free to jump right in with us.
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kidmeister
04-15-2003, 10:20 AM
You must have just started this thread! I was on 316 it said to go to 317 and I tried and couldnt find it had to wait a minute. Timing is everything.

I hate when I am typing and kids seem to think they have to talk to me all the time.

Not much to report right now, just wanted to check in to keep getting my e-mail notice. Will check in later.

thinthinker
04-15-2003, 11:05 AM
Good morning, everyone! :wave: Lest I get yelled at for starting a thread and not posting, I guess I'll write a few lines, even though I did a whopper of a post last night before I went to bed. :o:

Deon: No bad visuals here!!! We can all relate and you're right, those are really wonderful things to be thankful for. Don't worry about 'falling'. Fill your mind with the positive "I'm gonna make it" and don't let the negatives in. :)

Jen: So good to see you, hon. Has hubby shipped out? Did you get your ride back to the states? We've all been wondering about you. I see it still says Germany under your name. Please let us hear from you more often. We want to be there for you to support you during this rough time in your life.

Mary: Sounds like you had a great time shopping yesterday. And ready for the warmer weather now too. I really need to get out and do some of that but my 'to do' list is so long, I don't know what 'to do' first so I sit here on the computer and get nothing done! :(

Sandy: Congrats on the 1 1/2 miles!!! Good for you! The physical doesn't sound like too much fun though!

Katrina: Go get some sleep, girlfriend. I don't know how you stand working nights and then dealing with the family by day. You must get used to it, I guess.

I'm so disgusted right now I could spit. I found this wonderful woman GYN. It took me 13 years of not going for an annual visit to get up the courage to spread this fat old legs for another doctor, but I finally did it a couple of years ago. Anyway, it seems like every other PAP they say there is something abnormal (but nothing to worry about) and to come back in 6 months. Then when I go back, it comes out fine. And back and forth the results go. So anyway, I procrastinated a bit last year and when I called for an appointment for September, they said I couldn't get in until October. I took the date and then, not once, but twice, they called and had to re-schedule it because of the doctor having a seminar or some such nonsense. Anyway when I was in last November, (as it turns out) I made an appointment for 6 months and it happens to be this Thursday. Well, as it turns out, Mother Nature is not as predictable as she once was, (damn, getting old) and so she is lingering this week and Thursday isn't looking too promising for her to be gone. So yesterday I called to see if I could move my appointment. The girl says "sure, to September." I'm like 'what the heck?'. She says I can see a nurse practitioner (who does the same thing as the doctor, but if I want to see the doctor for my annual visit, I now have to wait until September. Don't these offices have ANY vacant appointments that they set aside for emergencies, swaps, etc.? My Gosh, what happens if she has to be out delivering a baby? Do those patients have to have the nurse practitioner? Don't they get to be moved somewhere to see the doctor? I'm so disgusted. It took me years to bare this body, I don't want to shock and disgust a new person! Geez. Once I went to this woman, I liked her because she didn't dwell on my weight issues, she handled what I went to see her for.

Oh well, enough of this ranking. I will be on my way. I have to go take pictures of gas stations today. Doesn't that sound like fun???

Oh, before I go. Don't you think it would be good if we made this TIP WEEK. With the holiday coming this weekend, I thought it might be fun if we each tried to post a tip for getting through the holiday dinner and left-overs without gaining a ton. Just one tip a post, or one tip a day, whatever anyone wants. But it might be nice to compile them all and then maybe post them ALL on Friday or Saturday so that they are fresh. If you like the idea, join in. I'll be first:

Distance, Delay, Distract
Distance yourself from the food. When you're finished, be finished. Dump a little of your water onto your plate or put your napkin over it when you're done. Don't pick.
Delay reaching for seconds. Remember that it takes 20 minutes for your brain to THINK it's full after your stomach IS full.
Distract yourself from sampling while making dinner. Chew gum. Brush your teeth before heading to the kitchen. Trust that if something needs salt and pepper, your guests can put it on at the table, you don't need to taste everything.

Oh, and one more thing. I found this very simple recipe at the WW center and it sounded simple and good.

Easiest Yet Muffins
1 box spice cake mix
12oz can diet soda

Mix the two together. Put into 24 muffin tins. Bake according to directions.

3 WW points each

You could also make this in a loaf pan and top with some FF Cool Whip instead of frosting.

Ok, now I really have to go. See you all later. Love ya.

God Bless America!


peekabooangel
04-15-2003, 01:17 PM
Good afternoon chickies,

Doctors appt. went well. She is glad I am loosing and was very supportive of all I am doing. I have to go back next week to discuss my blood sugar levels (I have to have blood taken tomorrow, fasting of course) My body hates to use sugar the way it is supposed to ? Pre diabetic stuff I guess. She said if I keep going like I am, that it should straighten itself out, but will check the blood just to be sure. And I have to have another pesky little mole removed from my back. I had one removed last year and it came back as nothing, and she seems to think this one will be the same, but better safe than sorry she says. So, other than that I got an A O K from the doc. She is a new one at the office I go to, my regular one that I have had for years, well shes gone and I got this one and well I like her, she was nice and she was not a sting bean like most (kinda nice to know they are not all perfect:) ) She told me I seemed to be very motivated and she thinks I may rub off on her. I will take that as a compliment I said!!!

Thin: Sorry about your doctor....but sometimes the physicians assistants are really good. When my regular doctor was on maternity leave the first time (before she left!!!) I saw the p.a. and she was wonderful, really really caring.

Deon: like they alway tell me, don't rely on the e mail notifications, they don't alway come!! Sometimes you just gotta get your butt here the long way and check the board out..:D

Okay I have responded to everyone on this thread!!! Get the hint!!! Where is everyone?????

Hugs always,

Duckie25
04-15-2003, 01:36 PM
It's snowing SNOW BALLS here, it's crazy, the snow is so wet and heavy, crazy Alberta Weather.
Not much new on my end, working and cooking and cleaning, that about describes my days. I haved so much to read to try to catch up and by the time I'm done reading I'm so confused so I won't even bother trying to reply to anyone, cause right now I can't think straight.
American Idol on tonight for all you Idol fans, I really like Kimberly, ( the dark haired one ) hope she wins, she has an awsome voice.
I'm reading a really interesting book, Prisoners of Hope, about Dayna Curry and Heather Mercer who were imprisoned in Afganastan last year for being in the missions, very interesting, alot of background on the country and their culture, what books are you reading??
Yipee long weekend ahead, I was going to work but my boss told me to take it off, first long weekend since September, I wonder what I'll do, oh I know clean house. yeah!
Well I really don't have anything to say, so instead of rambling I'll just wait till something interesting happens and report back, I sure hope something interesting happens today, my life is becoming such a bore.
Well TA TA For now

BarbPA
04-15-2003, 01:46 PM
Hi Ladies -
I hope everyone is having a wonderful Tuesday. It is just beautiful here today - currently 75 and sunny. I can't wait to get home a go for a nice walk with the dogs!

I have to share what happened when I was walking last night because I am still fired up about it. I was walking one of my dogs into the neighborhood adjacent to my house - there is an open common area between my house and the next neighborhood. Well, in this area my dog decided she needed to do her business. I was standing there, with baggie in hand waiting for her to finish so I could clean it up like the good dog owner I am. I am standing there and a car pulls up next to me and just stops in the middle of the road. I was thinking he needed directions or something. No, he just sat there staring at me. When my dog finished her biz I walked over to the car and said "can I help you with something?" He rolled down the window and said, "I'm just watching". I asked, "What are you watching". He wouldn't explain to me why he felt the need to sit there and stare at me and my dog. It was obvious I was going to clean up - I had a bag in my hand. Not to mention I was not on anyone's property. He said, "why can' I watch you". I just responded with, "I am a curious why you feel the need to watch me pick up dog poop". He refused to talk, rolled up the window and slowly drove off. WHAT A CREEP!!!! I want to find his house and just stand on the street staring at his home!!! I am still angry that he was such a jerk to me. It would have been a different story if I was letting my dog go in his front yard and not cleaning up! Ok - I vented. I was/am just so burned up about this jerk! :hot:

I got a new scale yesterday - a digital one so it's easier to read than the round type with the little bitty lines. I was saddened to discover that my old scale was apparently off about 8 pounds - NOT in my favor! :halfempty My husband tried to be positive about it and remind me that it doesn't change the fact that I've lost 22 pounds, just makes a little more to my goal. I did't tell him that part of why I was bummed it because it means I am not under 300 - like I thought I was. I am going to wait to Friday to adjust my weight in my signature because I always go by my Friday weight for tracking purposes.

Other than those two things, all is well. Eating pretty good today - just had grilled chix, rice & veggies for lunch. Managed to say "NO" when offered a cookie - and they have the best cookies here at work. :cookie:

Sandy - Happy to hear that the Doc appt went well. Good luck w/ the blood work. I really want to go to the Doc and get a physical and blood tests, but I am such a chicken. I am getting stronger day by day, but I have always been ashamed to go to the doctor and only go when I absolutely have to and always avoid talking about my weight! I know - doctors should be there to help, but I am just a big baby!

Thin - Bummer about the GYN - I know what a pain those appointments are. I have been putting that one off as well!!! Last time I was there (1 1/2 yrs ago) she recommended two
things to me: 1) Lose some weight --- I'm working on it!! 2) Have hubby get a semen analysis done ---- we are trying to get pregnant and she wants him to get tested before testing me. --- I've been nicely trying to get Jeff to do it for over a year --- I think I finally have him about ready. (Sorry - I am sure that last comment fell into the TMI (too much info) category, but it just sort of came out!

Well, enough goofing off --- gotta get back to work!
I'm sure I'll be back later!

:queen: Barb

BarbPA
04-15-2003, 01:50 PM
Hey Duckie -
Looks like you and I were typing at the same time - thought I'd just pop back in for a quick hello.

Snow - ugh. I'm glad we are done with that for the year! I had enough of it.

I am not reading a book right now - trying to catch up on all the magazines that have been piling up. A few weeks ago I read the new John Grisham book. It was ok - nothing great. I read all of his books, no matter what.

I'm looking forward to American Idol tonight as well. I really like Ruben and Clay.

Bye for now.
:dancer:

katrinabgood
04-15-2003, 04:48 PM
Hey, I'm awake...dh let me sleep WAY too long! Now I have to get my butt outside in the sunshine for a bit. Tonight is the National Honor Society induction ceremony for my daughter, so I have to get showered and prettied up earlier than my usual 10:20. I have got to get outside, I'll feel like I'm wasting all the sunshine, it's been a LONG time coming! (Sorry, Duckie!) I hope and pray we're done with foul weather! (Although, we just had a snowstorm last Monday...)

Everyone sounds very positive and pumped! I'll have to ponder and come back with a tip.

Later

thinthinker
04-15-2003, 05:08 PM
WOW, where is everyone??? The sunshine, well, except for Duckie :( , must have everyone outdoors and enjoying.

I didn't do a dang thing today except for the announcement for #1 son's graduation (they come in flat and you have to fold them). I did not do the pics of the gas stations. Oh, I did go and apply for refinancing on the house. They convinced me, since I don't want to stay here too long, that doing a home equity loan for the full amount of my entire first mortgage and then paying off the first mortgage was the best way to go. (we have a pre-payment clause in the first mortgage so we're finneggling (sp?) a bit). Anyway, dropped those papers off.

Went to the post office to get something besides puppies, kittens or teddy bear stamps to use on the announcements. I'm waiting in line to get into the parking lot thinking 'what the heck is everybody at the post office on a Tuesday afternoon for?'. Well duh? :doh: It's tax day! OMG, the place was a zoo! So I drove out of there and decided I will try again tomorrow.

I'm supposed to be here at the computer designing an invitation for a celebration buffet that we're doing for family for Son's graduation, but as you can see, I decided to put another 2 cents worth in here.

Kat: Have fun tonight. Tell your daughter we're all real proud of her!

Duckie: SNOW!!! Oh my gosh! It's 83 or 87 here, depending on which radio station you listen to. So much for Spring. Here we go, right into Summer. Actually, probably not. They said cold again tomorrow. So we'll see.

Sandy: What's the deal with the glucose levels all of a sudden. My doc just prescribed gluco something or other because she said she thinks I have borderline stuff too.

Barb: That's really scarey about the 'creep'. Do you know him? Just a stranger? That would spook me right out.

Well girls, gott go get honey tonight. I'll come back and let you know about my literary adventures later.

peekabooangel
04-15-2003, 05:18 PM
Hey Thin,
I don't know whats up with the glucose stuff. But the one good thing she said was that if I had to go on meds it may just be for a bit and that one of the side effects of the med she would put me on is that people loose weight!!! I told her I did not think of it as a side effect but a perk!!! What do you know a pill that does double duty:D . No!!! Thats not the right attitude. I'm trying to get off of the pills........all of them. My blood pressure today was 120/80.....isn't that good? Not sure what the norm is, but thats the best mine has been in years.

QueenB
04-15-2003, 06:39 PM
OMG! :yikes:

:D :eek: :cb: :cp: :dancer: :flame: :cloud9: :high: :lucky:

You're not going to belive it! I still don't believe it! I am on TONYSTEWART.COM! Now, let me explain....this is not the website I am an administrator on, this is his official website! The one he advertises on the back of his firesuit!

After I went to see him last Thursday, I sat down and wrote an "I met Tony" story and submitted it to TonyStewart.com. along with some photos from the appearance. Now, I didn't think for one minute they would actually put it on the website, but I was on my Tony website awhile ago and someone posted that "Tina was on Tony's website!" Well, I flew over there as fast as this ol computer would take me and there I was.....ON THE FRONT PAGE! It has the story I wrote along with pictures from the appearance.

This is not an advertisement for TonyStewart.com. It is an advertisement for me. Please go over and take a look and tell me what you think. I am so excited!


http://foxsports.lycos.com/content/view?contentId=1070496

I'm gonna throw up FOR SURE now!

Grannie39074
04-15-2003, 08:06 PM
WAY TO GO TINA

thinthinker
04-15-2003, 08:39 PM
Oh Tina: And they picked the pic where you're snuggling!!! WooHoo!!!

Sandy: Mine said the same thing about the weightloss side effect. I just got my script in the mail today, so we'll see.

Mary: good to see you.

On the book issue: I've been into fun mysteries lately. I've read all of Janet Evanovich, I'm working through the series by Mary Dalheim, and I just finished someone new the other day (sorry don't remember title or author without running upstairs.) All of them have been fun/witty. I especially like Janet Evanovich though.

Gotta run again. Later.

LuckyLadyBug
04-15-2003, 09:13 PM
I feel disgusted with my dieting and I didn't get that job.

I think I need a class in self-control. Wonder if there is such a thing?

kidmeister
04-16-2003, 01:55 AM
Ok I am very frustrated tonight. Major attack of the munchies. I have gone over 1 point, and I cant seem to stop. Maybe I need to go to sleep. I think I am nervous about tomorrow. I go to the DR. Ugh! I hate doctors. And all the crap they do to you. Anyway I should go now and try to go to bed before I eat the fridge.

peekabooangel
04-16-2003, 06:26 AM
Morning Chickee's

How is the morning? Mine is going okay so far, but it is still early. I am a real bit** this a.m., I have to go get the blood work done on a fasting, so tha means you guessed it NO COFFEE!!! I want my coffee:mad: . Thinking after the hospital, next stop the closest convenience store on the way to work. I can make coffee at work, but that would mean I would have to wait a little longer!!

Tina: OMG, check you out!!! Way to go!!! I even had to tell my sil about it so she could go see it. So you see you have affected my real world also, I talk to her about the girl on the website I visit who Loves Tony. She thought the fact that your story got put n the website was excellent....

Deon: Hang in there girl, just tell that dr. you are doing what you can do right now and look at what you have accomplished so far.

Thin: Wow you get your pills in the mail? I gotta go to the drug store to get mine...well the grocery store with the drug section in it.

Catch ya all later!

BarbPA
04-16-2003, 08:33 AM
Morning Gals,
Just getting my day started here. I work from home 2x a week and this is one of my days. That means I get an extra hour of sleep, I don't have to pretty myself up and I get to skip my hour+ commute to the office. So, just by all that it's a pretty good day so far. :)

Yesterday ended up being a pretty darn good day. My eating was good all day and took a long walk with the dogs --- didn't see the creepy man again - although I was sort of hoping to - I walked the same area at the same time thinking he might stop again and I was going to give him a piece of my mind. :nono:

Kat - hope you enjoyed the sunshine. It was such a beautiful day. Today is going to be even better --- but look out tomorrow --back down in the 40s! Craziness! :flow2:

Thin - Good job on the refinancing - this is a great time to do it. We just finished the refi on our house a few weeks ago. Oh - no - I didn't know the guy that stopped to 'watch' me and my dog. He just appeared to be a jerk... :halfempty

Tina - Loved the Tony article and pictures!!! Good Job! You look great in the picture. I remember seeing the last one of you!!! Congrats on the weighloss!!! Keep up the good work! :bravo:

Lucky - Hang in there! You can get through this! You've got such a great support system here. :D

Deon - Hope all goes well at the Dr. Stay strong --- Evening munchies are hard for me too. I try to stay as far away from the fridge as possible. Once I get upstairs I am usually not tempted to go back to the kitchen, but if I stay near the kitchen I am more likely to munch. :o

Sandy - Hurry - get that bloodwork done so you can get your coffee!! Hoping all the results are good! :dizzy:

Well, time to start on my real work for the day! I hope everyone has a wonderful day and resists the many food temptations that are out there! I have to go grocery shopping so I know that will be a challenge!!

:) Barb

Jehari
04-16-2003, 10:00 AM
I couldn't resist posting when I saw Tina on the Tony web site! I have to say OMIGOSH I AM SOOOOO HAPPY FOR YOU!! :D :D That's so excellent!!
Thin: Well, I'm still here in Germany. DH is leaving in 2 more weeks. All his stuff shipped out yesterday. He is supposed to work throughout this week doing the rest of the odds and ends to be ready, then he is supposed to have next week off to spend with us before he leaves. I won't be leaving here until at least May 16th, since that would be the earliest I could take my son out of school.
I really love spring here, but on the other hand, I miss winter too. Only because now it is too hot to wear my winter coat. It is my security blanket. I can cover myself up so that people can't see all my blubber. It's in the 70's today, and I wore my coat like a fool when I walked to pick up my kids from school. All the other moms were wearing shorts and short sleeve shirts, and here I am in my coat. What a dork, huh?
Now that the protests here have pretty much subsided, and the kids are back in school after the horror of spring break, I finally got the courage to drive into downtown Hanau all by myself. I managed to find a parking spot (I swear people will kill you for your parking spot), figured out how to use the parking permit machine, and wandered around for about two hours. It was so cute! Narrow cobblestone roads, lots of people, outdoor markets and cafes, and the occasional speeding car. It's amazing that people don't get splattered there on a daily basis.
Anyhoo, I was on a quest for new pair of pants, since I don't know how many more times I can actually sew and resew the two pair I have left. I found a bunch of places I would love to shop once I loose weight, but couldn't find anything to fit me. Even in the big department stores, the plus size section (in german it is called gross instead of plus. nice huh?) doesn't go any higher than about a 16. Germans people aren't as abundantly obese as americans apparently. I would have to find a specialty shop I guess. Oh well. I did get a very nice basket of strawberries though. YUM!!
Well, I suppose that's about it. I'll be lurking around.
Jen
:wave:

peekabooangel
04-16-2003, 12:45 PM
Even in the big department stores, the plus size section (in german it is called gross instead of plus. nice huh?) doesn't go any higher than about a 16.

I would be so upset!!!! Boy size 16? I would never get any clothes over there. Anyway, try going on line to maybe lane Bryant or something and maybe you can have stuff shipped to you, and Walmart has online shopping also, thats what I would suggest? Just a thought.


It's a little slow at work today, well, the boss is out anyway...:lol: It always seems to be slow when she is out...LOL

Come on chickys give me my fix and post....

Hugs,

katrinabgood
04-16-2003, 02:29 PM
Hello there, gals...

This will be short cuz that sunshine is calling out to me! After getting off of work this morning, I jumped into bed for an hour nappie. Then off to the college with dh and daughter. Apparently, we made SO much money last year(cough...choke...sputter...:?: :shrug: ) last year that she does not qualify for any more financial aid than the pittance they gave. She's out of state, so no benefit there...so we explored creative ways to finance this education junket. I know it will all work out some how. (Come on, LOTTO jackpot!)

Hey Tina, how cool are you??

Lucky, Lucky, Lucky...I'm sorry about the job. I'm not going to say anything else, because right now, it won't help. Just know that we all love you and are pulling for the next, BETTER job to come along.

Deon...you went over 1 point, and you're disgusted? That's a good day for me! :lol: Hang in there.

Jen, good to hear from you! Have a wonderful week together before hubby leaves. Our prayers are with all of you. Oh, and thank him for us, would you? {{{hug}}}

Sandy...how did the bloodwork go? How soon before you get results? BTW...120/80 is perfectly normal! Good girl!

Barb...can you believe this weather? 40 tomorrow! AAAAHHHHHHHH! I guess we'll just enjoy it while we can, when we can. Oh and, the next time the creep stops to watch, use him for target practice with the poop!

Thin...how's the school board stuff coming? We just voted yesterday for the school budget and new board members. The budget actually passed for the first time in I don't know how many years. :) Maybe they'll throw the kids a field trip next year! (all my son cared about)

Duckie...Oh dear...SNOWBALLS??? I'm so sorry! I'm sending some :flow2: your way! That book sounds good, I'll have to look for it at the library.

Okay...I think that's everyone who posted on this thread...Shout out to Mary, Baylee, Sara, Michelle, 2cute, Steph, Lori...anyone else...Hi to you too!

Going outside to play now...

later.

peekabooangel
04-16-2003, 03:12 PM
Sandy...how did the bloodwork go? How soon before you get results? BTW...120/80 is perfectly normal! Good girl!

I got the blood taken this a.m. there was a line of about 10 people, couldnt believe it. Anyway, she will have the results tomorrow I think, but I have another appointment with her next Tuesday to discuss the outcome and to have the mole off, but she said if it came back and she was worried she would call sooner. Keeping my fingers crossed I don't hear from her!!! She also said the 120/80 was good, but I'm on bp meds so gonna stay on them for a while I guess. I have major family history on both sides with that issue.

Boy it looks like rain any minute. I'm waiting for the bus to get the boy home (Lexi went to Nanas after school) then I want to get my walk in. Please rain rain go away, come back after I get my walk in!!!! Everybody sing.....

TTYL,

SaraJoy
04-16-2003, 03:50 PM
I'm here Kat ! :)

Man-oh-man! Yesterday was just BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL, BEAUTIFUL here in Ontario. It was 28 degree celcius (which is like 83 degrees for all you Americans) and the sun was shining and WOW, it was just great. Of course, mother nature was just playing with my emotions because today, and for the foreseeable future, it is NIPPY again. ANYWAYS, I got a chance to sport a summery skirt and funky, little matching blouse I bought last week. I'm telling you ladies... I felt absolutely amazing strutting down the street! If yesterday was any indication, my first summer as a thin woman is going to be amazing! I felt so powerful... and so proud!

Here's something. There was quite a breeze yesterday. I used to HATE windy summer days. The thin material of t-shirts would cling to places I would've preferred remain hidden. I was constantly pulling on my shirt, adjusting the material to hide my rolls. Yesterday as I was window shopping, my first instinct was to pull at my shirt and to hold my jacket in front of my stomach... until I realized, by looking at my reflection in the store windows, the blowing wind didn't reveal anything that needed hiding!!! WOOHOO! That was what made me feel powerful! I could walk proudly down the street in a little summery outfit, wind blowing and all! Although my feminist nature has definite issues with our society's objectification of women, a few whistles directed at me made me beam inside! :lol:

On to a few replies...

My Lovely Lucky: Your short, little post evoked so many feelings in me. Excuse my repetition, but I'm reminded again of how similar woman who have weight issues, despite their current size, can feel. I still often feel like a complete failure if I have a day or two of bad eating. Mentally, I KNOW that I've come so far but *sigh* inside I can feel ultimately defeated. Why do we have to be so hard on ourselves? The answer is... we don't! (Easier said than done, I know!) If I've just pigged out, I can't help but feel like I've just betrayed myself. I think it's okay to feel bad for a while. But ultimately, we need to leave that negativity behind. It helps me to use my "binges" as an opportunity to become more self-aware. What was I feeling before I did it? How did I feel after I did it? Why am I so upset? Writing down all my thoughts seems to pull me outta my funk. It also makes me feel like I'm actively DOING SOMETHING about my less than perfect behavior. Oops... is that too close to journalling? :lol:

Btw, Lucky, I'm sorry about the job. I'm sending you a hug :grouphug: and wishes for another opportunity to present itself to you.

Tina: I checked out Tony's site! That's absolutely amazing! You musta just about hyperventilated when you realized you were gracing the front page!!! :lol:

Kat: Are you telling me that I should start saving now for my future kids' college educations? :lol: It sounds like your daughter's accomplishments are definitely something to be proud of... but I'm not sure what the National Honor Society is! :lol: I'm Canadian, eh? :)

Jen: I just this very moment read your post about your winter coat being your security blanket. That's exactly the sentiment I was expressing earlier in this post... about not being afraid to wear t-shirts in windy weather anymore. You are definitely NOT a dork (at least on this occasion :) ). I've been there and know exactly what you're feeling!

Wow! What a yapper I'm being today. I think I should give someone else a chance to post now... so I'll leave with a big hello to all my other lovelies: Baylee, Thin, Michelle, Mary, Deon, Barb, 2Cute, Steph, Lori, Duckie, Sandy, and anyone else I'm forgetting!

Cheers!
Sara :)
HW: 270
CW: Somewhere in the 130's

P.S. Because of the supportive, thoughtful, and caring nature of 2Cute, I always feel the need to appease her! This post is dedicated to her remark that she missed my long (-winded) posts! :lol: :lol: :lol:

BarbPA
04-16-2003, 05:02 PM
Sara - I just have to tell you how much I loved reading your post! Way to go!!! What a wonderful feeling not to be tugging on the clothes!! You are an inspiration!!!

I pulled on a pair of shorts from last year and am pleased to say they are baggier than they were last time I wore them!!! The real feeling of accomplishment will be when I can wear shorts that have been stored away since I got married nearly 9 years ago.

Who was talking about a cruise? Sandy - I think that was you on another thread!!! Hubby and I love cruising. We have our next one booked for October!!! I want to be wearing some skimpier clothes by then!!!

I'm off for a walk with the dogs. Catch ya'll later!
:dancer:

peekabooangel
04-16-2003, 05:34 PM
Barb: Wow, a real cruiser? We have never gone and it is a dream for now!! My hubby is a lobsterman too, and he is on a boat all day, so I don't see him in any big rush..>LOL

QueenB
04-16-2003, 06:30 PM
and I have a problem with yogurt raisins.

I will NOT bring them in my house again until I am strong enough for them to be here.

:crossed: my heart.

peekabooangel
04-16-2003, 07:48 PM
Tina: First I want you to know how much I love you!!! You should really think so, seeings how I made you this big long post and poof it got poofed on me:mad: .

So....here we go......I love you for you and not your raisins, but I do love raisins, will you share? No just kidding I don't want any, yes I do, but I will pass.....and so will you!!! I can't remember who usually pulls on your bungie cord and hauls your butt back up here on the wagon, so Today It will have to be me....and I have put superglue on your seat to try to keep you in place for a bit.

Now let me remind you of all you have done. You, my dear, have lost over 70 lbs to date. You have met your crush of a lifetime, and gotton the a major website on the world wide web.....in a picture with him at that!!! You my dear have gumpshon (sp). You have overcome fear and have none now!! You have all of us chicks to lean on even on the bad days. You have a wonderful marvolous husband (had to put the plug in there for Ron, seeings how I am his biggest fan:lol: ) and you inspire so many of us here. So are you jumping back on? I'm up here waiting, and I need someone up here to hold on to me for those times I feel like I'm slipping off.

Hugs to you!!!

Grannie39074
04-16-2003, 08:19 PM
Hey guys I am at chat

MichelleK
04-16-2003, 08:28 PM
Hey you all are chatter boxes today! I just came to say wish me luck next wednesday morning at 10 a.m. 'cause I have an interview for another job!! And I really really want this one! Its mon through fri 8-5:30....and its a management position but when the door closes when I leave so does the darn job...it doesn't follow me home on my days off like this one does...I had today off and my girl called me 6 times today...can you stand it? And she wants to be a manager? I don't think so!! Who the heck would she call then?? The district manager would fire her if she called him like that!! Geeeesh.... I actually had another call today for another job I applied for...but its not paying what I need to make it worthwhile to pay daycare!!

Ok I have to give the little dirt monster a bath now...

TTFN Michelle

katrinabgood
04-16-2003, 08:45 PM
Starting over AGAIN, tomorrow...****, right this minute. I'm so sick of this, but when I STOP starting over, all is lost.

I like this quote by Martin Luther King, I may have posted it before...
You do not have to see the top of the staircase to take the first step.

Here's to taking the first step....for the millionth time

thinthinker
04-16-2003, 09:54 PM
DO NOT POST HERE! GO TO "300+ And Ready To Try Again....#318"

God Bless America!