iv finally after nearly a year well and truely fallen of the band wagon. for 2 weeks now iv been eating, chinese, cakes, currys, mcdonnalds, cookies, and stopped going the gym.
iv got on the scales and iv put 3lbs on!
i keep telling myself to stop it and im ok for most of the day, but come tea time i cant control myself. i feel really angry with myself for coming so far, from 220lbs and a uk size 22 to 177lbs and a uk size 16, and now all but giving up.
im NOT going back to where i was before i really really want to be a size 12-14 come christmas but i just cant seem to find it in me..
pleeaasseeee help me find my mojo