Heya sweety, you'll be OK!! If you've done it before you can do it again! And the forum is an AMAZING place full of supportive, likeminded people who are excellent at talking us off ledges of binges and more. Congratulations on your nuptials, but I am sorry that the result made you unhappy with your body
Just remember, YOU are worth it, and we are all here to support you through it. Now go brush off your IP Phase I sheets, call your favorite coach, and let's get to work