I'm making positive changes to my life, because I'm just not happy and frankly, I'm tired of it. I've been a very angry person and I don't want to be that way. I let my emotions and other people's feelings control me. Well not anymore!
My doctor prescribed me prozac for anxiety. I never understood why the **** he did that, so I've decided to stop it and feel better already. I don't need drugs, I'm strong enough to face my problems head on and demolish them. I've been through enough to know how to get through this.
I'm keeping my head held high, because there really is power in positivity. I might not succeed today, but I can try again tomorrow. As long as I keep trying, I can never fail.
I've always been a "tell it like it is" type of person. I like it better that way, but a lot of my family members have been getting in the way of that. I've decided that I can love and care from a distance and I plan to do just that. I don't want to be around people that bring me down.
I'm going to be selfish. This is my life and as far as we know, we only live once. I'm going to put myself before others, to an extent at least. My mother and brother like to throw in my face that they can do fine without me, but when I tell them I'm looking for a job, they complain that they won't have access to my car when I'm working, so tell me I have to work the night shift. This is just one example. Well, I've decided that they'll just have to figure it out for themselves. I would like to join a gym and memberships here are almost $1,000 a year, so I definitely need to start working if I'd like to do that. I'm feeling much better now so I don't want to wait. I'll just find another excuse. So for once, I'm putting myself first. I want to get rid of this sadness and anger along with the weight and I know I can do it. I just have to stop worrying about everyone else and focus on myself. (Here I go defending the people I care about, because I feel guilty, like I made them sound bad or something. My mother and brother have been very supportive of my weight loss goals, they just don't always understand me I guess. I like to think their intentions are for the best.)
What positive changes are you guys making? I'd love to hear them.