You are not an ATM machine. Where withdrawals and deposits show up instantly like cha-ching -- withdraw $20 every monday at noon! Your body is doing a lot of healing body chemistry in there.
You had a hospital trip with some meds but are basically still down 16 lbs since Feb. Where's the problem?
You are doing fine. The med thing could be water bloat or something.
Don't be so hard on yourself if your weight loss is more like "blobs" of varying sizes spaced out weird rather than a nice neat same size cha-chings each week.
I know it can be a mind trip sometimes but remember -- you are living, breathing person. Not a machine. You aren't making withdraws. You are healing.
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