Ok so...i'm getting back on with my calorie counting and cleaner eating!
Trying to stay positive by focusing on rebounding from falling off...lol
I am positive I've gained some weight back now as I wore a suit yesterday and it did not feel quite right! I am ashamed, but I will have to just kind of move past it. I pray I haven't regained it all back. The suit wasn't unwearable, but definitely not as comfortable as it was when I was losing before. I have these times when I'm extremely focused and then it all comes crumbling down one day...I have a roomate and he is all for me losing, and is strict on me when he's able to actually observe me doing something wrong, but he's been busy lately and when I've had the apartment to myself i've indulged in some fast food...(Taco Bell is my low-brow guilty pleasure
)...and some soda...It's been so long since I took the time to plan my meals ahead of time instead of just throwing something together or picking something up...
SO this forum, my goodly group of men, will be my accountabilty tool. I need something more than my absentee roomate and the support I can get from people that are doing or have done what i am trying to accomplish is far different that what I can get from my athletic-bodied best bud. He's never been fat..in fact he stuggles to keep weight ON...
so not fair