I went back this Saturday after not being there since the end of May. It was awful walking in knowing that i gained all my weight back but i had to do it to gain control again. However, i did in fact gain the 15 i lost and burst into tears, the poor girl at the counter was SOOOOO wonderful! She started me over with my 5 and 10% again. So now i have a fresh start.
As horrible as it was going, it's SO freeing knowing i'm back on track and have even lost an lb. since then! Tracking every crumb but still enjoying my daily points. Couldn't have done it without you guys