Ok, so a year ago I started my weight loss journey, when my son was 1 years old. Over the last year I have gained and lost the same 15lbs. It seems like everytime I start to lose weight I gain it right back. On Saturday July 16, 2011 I reached my all time [non-pregnant] high of 232. I am completely disgusted with myself that I allowed myself to get this big. And what scares me the most is both my parents have high blood pressure and I am terrified of being on a medication for the rest of my life. I want to be around to see my son grow up. I want to love happily and healthy. My goal is to get down to my high school senior year weight of 165. I was happy at that weight. It fit my body shape. So im going to get back to it, if not less then that. So here we go again..