HI...im fatmummy...been fat for about 10years now...happily married, love mykids....but just wish i wasnt fat...got another weekly weigh in with my dr 2m and just dont want to go...but cant get out of it...so unfair sometimes...i am feeling sorry for myself today...why cant i eat what i want to...why must i excersice so much...blah, blah, blah...dont worry i know its all my fault and its my fault if i dont get out of my self pity and start loosing...YAWNYAWN...iv had health scares and know i must do it...some days - most days i just feel like a useless piece of poo...thing is i dont want to die or anything...i realise how lucky i am to be alive...but i guess i just dont think im good at anything...
anyways...
my husband is supportive...too suportive at times...i realise how lucky i am, but sometimes its like im being set up to fail...its like even when i cook and clean etc...he can do it too and prob better.
anyway...i just wanted to vent...
looking forward to a new start (again)...and weight loss for the future
The idea of weight loss can seem very overwhelming at times.
Weight loss isn't always easy, but it IS always worth it. A few pounds down, a new healthy routine set in motion, a couple extra healthy meals prepared. Things start to seem better, and doable.
There are times when we all need to vent. It's part of the process.
You can do it! The reason I love 3FC is because all u have to do is read a few posts and see that there ARE people just like you who ARE doing it! It still is a daily struggle, but it CAN be done! It helps me stay motivated! Good luck!
new...and needing to vent
I've had health scares too and I hear ya. You're not useless, you deserve the best and to take care of yourself! 
