It's getting dangerous to go shopping!
First, I'm beginning, finally, to fit in normal sized clothes. Fortunately for the pocketbook, I'm still on the large size of normal sized and also forunately for the pocketbook, I know I'm only partway there.
But, to be able to wear the cute athletic clothes. To be able to see that I am getting my shape back, etc is so fun! I could go crazy! Where for years everything I tried on (or most things) jut depressed me. Now I'm thrilled to try on a shirt, or pants, or skirt and see that WOW! It looks good! I could buy up whole racks of clothes if there wasn't such thing as a budget.
I don't know how I'm going to rein myself in when I get to my goal weight. I'm going to be a mad woman! Already I'm thinking, "how will I deal with this?" I know me... I'll be nutso!
Today I went to REI and I wanted EVERYTHING of the cute athletic/outdoorsy clothes. I allowed myself two skorts, 3 athletic tops and a summer weight sweatshirt (as I have no athletic stuff and I have NOTHING for summer). I got them all on sale, but I put back like 4 other items I realllly wanted.
Am I the only one that terrible? And I'm still HEAVY!
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