so, I've been living with my friend and his family, and their all not overweight but their not really skinny either.
well the other day i was justing messing around with his brother and my friends step dad was like "its not over till the fat lady sings" and his brother was like "yeah, it wont be over until Lindsay sings" and everyone starts laughing like its the funniest things ever.
and Im not allowed to be mad because he was like 'Oh Im just joking," and his mom said "yeah its all said in good fun"
seriously!?
and this isn't the first time they've said things like this to me before, and Im getting so aggravated. like i can't be mad because its all in "good fun", even though they know my weight is a sensitive subject for me.
and his brothers girlfriend will come over and all they talk about is how tiny and little she is, and just how cute she is and small and skinny. and just how small she is looks next to his brother. because im not only the tallest girl in the house, im also the heaviest. just. shoot. me.
And the other day at work i was telling my boss about how much i wanted to loss and she was like, 'well your going to look great 20 pounds from now' and she couldnt understand why i was mad at her for that comment.
and i get no support from anyone here. they all know i want to go on a diet, but they continue to want to buy fatty foods, and when i tell them im not going to eat what they've cooked his mom will say 'oh. I just wish i would;ve known before i made so much" i mean its not like i just sprung this on everyone. and i tell them i want to workout his step dad will say " oh your on another diet again, Lindsay?" then laugh. uuggghhh
sorry for that rant. people just make me sad sometimes.