well, in alot of ways i'm happy where i am too.
but i know i can do better, and my muscles are still hiding.
but emotionally/my head. thats the most important. feel like i'm where i should be most days. thinking healthy binge free thoughts majority of the time. and not least....i'm FINALLY doing it. losing the weight i've been talking about for sooo long! so even on a 'bad' day. i remind myself of that, and feel proud.