I had to share because well I have a feeling people here will understand the complete and utter joy at both things, while those who "know" me just go oh.
First, I had an online friend ask to see me. We've chatted on cam before, so from neck up he's seen me. I have this cam that somehow makes me look good (yes I think it's the cam lol) anyhow the other night, after talking about me exercising and wanting a swimsuit worthy body, he asked me to stand up. I confessed why I didn't want to... I hate my body. All I see is that saggy tummy, and flab that hangs over my bra. But he convinced me to stand...
His reaction... I got told yes I may be over weight, but I was damn hot... and if/when I get that swimsuit body, I'll be totally out of his league.
I have never been told I was out of anyones league before in my life. So ya that vanity thing has kicked in well
Second would be, I decided to measure myself this morning. I did when I started on Tuesday, and wasn't going to do it for a week, but got curious
waist~49
chest~52
hips~55
thighs~ 29r 28.5 l
today:
waist~ 47.5
chest~ 50
Hips~ 54.5
thighs~ 28r 27.5l
So far this is turning out to be an awesome day
So very excited!!!
