07-20-2010, 04:59 PM
I have made a lot of emotional progress over the last 18 months in program. I have had months of complete abstinence followed by months of loose abstinence. Over the last week I have completely fallen out of control. I am eating sugar from every source I can find. I am under a lot of situational stress. I am out of state trying to deal with a water leak in my home that has caused extensive damage. My sponsor is out of the country so that support is a very weak link. I have been unable to get to a meeting. I am tech phobic and am intimidated by the idea of a phone or on line meeting. I am working the fourth step. I feel like I fell off a cliff and have nothing to grab.