Hello fellow Chicagoan! (Is that a term? I'm sorta new to IL.)
I started the eating part of my lifestyle change back in late January, back when the thought of working out in the -10 degree windchill just wasn't an option for me mentally at that time. I made a rule to myself to NEVER be "starving" (hungry) because those were the times where I made horrible choices, such as going through a drive thru for food instead of just heading home for a healthy turkey sandwich, or a snack of veggie sticks.
You WILL lose your desire for the junk food. Trust me. But only if you eat properly and NEVER allow yourself to feel deprived from food. With that being said, it really becomes a choice, every single meal, every snack, that you must prepare in advance what you're going to eat. You'll learn that your body WILL be hungry in 30 or so minutes, and will start planning a good healthy meal or snack so that you're making a decision prior to becoming light headed.
Also, a stressed body cannot lose weight. I am convinced of this even though I'm sure others would disagree. Everyone is different and you'll learn how you work best. I applaud you for figuring out that a strict calorie counting diet is not for you, and that it leaves you in a mode to possibly binge. If you're stressed about worrying about binging, your body is preoccupied and therefore cannot work on changing in order to lose weight/become healthier.
I wish you the best! I think you had an "ah ha" moment and that's truly an accomplishment!
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