I'm glad you know what I'm talking about! I just skipped out on my 10-year reunion, because I wasn't fat in highschool, but I am now! So I did have a date to senior prom, who turned out to be the last date I'd have in, well, 10 years! And counting! Ugh. Well, I have been on one blind date since then and had this one guy like me but he was a psycho! I had this guy friend a few years (and several pounds) ago that I was really close to, but we always had more of a fun relationship than a "go-to-each-other-with-problems" friendship. Anyway, one day out of the blue we started in with all this snuggly stuff. It continued for a little while and even though I was interested in dating him, I was also fine with a friends-with-benefits kinda thing (not sex, just snuggly movie-time! lol). He was not, and everytime something would happen, he'd email me and apologize and talk about how it was inappropriate because he didn't have real feelings for me, blah blah. Well, he had some kind of feelings for me! I always kinda wondered if it was more of a thing where he wouldn't want to be my bf in public because I was overweight. I don't know, it was just really weird. But he's married now and I dont even see him, so I don't have to worry about that! So yeah, a little snuggly-time about 6 years ago was the last semblance of a relationship I've had! Being fat sucks.
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