100 lb. Club - Gosh...I was gone from FSF for almost a whole month.

12-01-2009, 10:41 AM
I didn't have internet access - talk about withdrawal!

I was in Michigan - my son was in the hospital for 3 weeks. He is doing well now & home...I am so grateful. I helped with my grandson, etc. DH came last week and we ALL had Thanksgiving together.

There wasn't enough chocolate to take away the anxiety and just plain being scared. I am telling you now...chocolate doesn't work. I feel ashamed that I once again turned to food to get me through the tough times. Will it ever change...I hope so. I have to make it change - it won't happen on it's own.

So, I am back home. It feels wonderful to have my easy chair, internet, routine back.

I am planning for a healthy December. I've done it before (a couple of years ago)- I will do it again. Yes, the key word is plan.

Like it says below - "You might have to fight a battle more than once to win the war" - Margaret Thatcher.

Sometimes I get so weary of the battle - but, I guess I don't want the food to win.

Thanks for listening.

12-01-2009, 10:46 AM
Welcome Back!

12-01-2009, 11:01 AM
Welcome back .. I'm glad your sons back home and doing well ..

12-01-2009, 11:17 AM
Beverly, you can do it. I know how you feel about being tired of the battle, but we have no choice. We just keep pushing ahead, taking one day at a time!

Hope you have a great December!