mtiger
10-09-2009, 08:25 PM
I have worked really hard to lose almost 75 pounds. I have changed so much it is crazy. I look in the mirror and don't recognize myself some days. Here's the kicker. I always thought losing weight would improve my life and make me a happier person. Well it has in some ways. Everyone notices and I get compliments all the time. That part is nice, yes. Even men. I kind of thought that would never happen again. But it has. I feel better and all that.
What has happened is that my personal life has come under real scrutiny. The "relationship" I'm in is just not fulfilling anymore and i don't know what to do about it. I think I am "marketable" again, but scared to death. I am 49 years old and relationship hunting seems like a daunting process. I know the weight loss is only a trigger, but it is certainly making my life confusing.
I am questioning everything in my world and wondering "Where do I go from here." Anybody else ever feel this way?? If so, what have you done about it?
What has happened is that my personal life has come under real scrutiny. The "relationship" I'm in is just not fulfilling anymore and i don't know what to do about it. I think I am "marketable" again, but scared to death. I am 49 years old and relationship hunting seems like a daunting process. I know the weight loss is only a trigger, but it is certainly making my life confusing.
I am questioning everything in my world and wondering "Where do I go from here." Anybody else ever feel this way?? If so, what have you done about it?