Welcome, Chan. So exciting that you are able to get to OA meetings. My suggestion is to listen to people and find someone who has what you want and ask them if they will sponsor you.
I'm happy to hear about your abstinent days too. Keep on keeping on and a sponsor is a great person to help you keep abstinent and learn how to live life on lifes terms.
Can you tell I'm all for sponsors?
That's because I figure my way is what got me to OA and working with a sponsor is what got me into recovery.
Keep coming back and keep posting.
hugs
patd