Need help from those who understand!
Hey guys
So I've been trying to lose about 10 pounds for the past several years, and have always bounced between 130 and 140, while I would like to be about 125. It's not a lot of weight to lose, and I always feel like I don't deserve to complain because so many of you have overcome such tremendous hurdles and have lost 30, 50, 100 or even 200 pounds or more! But my issue is that I am an actress, and I really need to be in great bikini shape, yet I can never seem to lose that 10 pounds to get there. I know that the last ten pounds is that hardest, and I know that otherwise I'm totally healthy. It's just that the acting industry has different standards. While I'm by no means striving to be a size zero, I do recognize that being very fit will give me an edge. It's tough to stick to a diet for long because any time I talk to people about it they just say "oh you aren't fat you don't have to worry about it" and eventually I start to believe it and think that I can have that cake or the extra serving, and soon everything goes out the window. I really just need a support group of people who understand, and won't try to derail me because they think I'm obsessive or something. For the record, right now I'm 140 pounds and I'm 5'8". If I could lose 10-15 pounds I think I would be in a shape that would be movie-worthy! Does this make any sense? Or am I really just obsessive?
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