ugh, how is this happening. where is my motivation. why does it take me noticing my stomach getting fatter to put the snacks down.
i was so strict and dedicated, so hardcore before, and then little by little i just started slipping further back into my old ways. i think i was getting a bit too cocky when ppl started telling me that i was thinner. i guess i was feeling thinner, so i felt like i was entitled to slip up a bit. but the vicious cycle began again, and i couldn't stop with the binges and snacks.
at least i'm still exercising.
but seriously, today, i woke up, looked at my stomach, and thought oh sweet jesus, stop before its too late!!!
today is the first day that i haven't slipped up with my diet in a really really long time. i'm just so frustrated, at myself. i only have myself to blame.
just a rant, i guess. i know motivation needs to come from within.