stress week 2008
this week so far has been absolutely horrible. for some reason lately i've been feeling like everything i touch is failing.
even when i'm not doing anything, i feel like i just did something wrong. or that i'm not trying hard enough. or that there's something i could be doing but i'm not.
i don't get stressed out often, but when i do everything hits at once. and usually i'm pretty resilient when it comes to these types of things (like, bouncing back to normal in a day), but this has been steady for like 4 days.
fortunately for my diet, i'm determined to not let the stress make me eat ungodly amounts of food. i've actually made a conscious effort to try to work out when i'm stressed, but sometimes it's hard to find time.
basically i know this will pass, but i'm having a hard time actually comprehending that. i feel like my life is just one big ****heap of unfinished or failing projects. i guess i just need some support and i don't like talking to my family about these kinds of things. and the only friend i have who i think understands is always busy working or studying so we never get to talk or hang out.
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