Today I made a boo boo. I got really upset at my husband for something that is so my fault. I need to remember that my lack of self confidence is my own issue and that the only one who can fix it is me. So my mini goal is to continue to work on my self esteem for me, not for anyone else. I have made an appt to see a therapist and I went outside to do yard work instead of reaching for the Halloween Candy. My poor husband just smiles at me and tells me I am beautiful...One day I will be able to believe him.....
Ah, that's so hard isn't it? I do and say things to my husband out of subconscious insecurity all the time. I'm getting better but it's still difficult. Hang in there! We are all beautiful women, no matter what we look like on the outside. If you work on the inside first, that will naturally affect how you look on the outside. I speak from personal experience on that one!
I did much better yesterday and looked at the positive of things. I am doing much better now that I am out of my mood. I can't thank you enough for listening. It just makes one feel better to vent, and I do feel that by others reading this it makes me more accountable for how I behave and feel.
I need to remember this is for me....
