100 lb. Club - MIA And Sorry It happen
08-28-2008, 12:47 PM
I'm sorry that I didn't stick with this site. Life threw one heck of a curb ball at me so suddenly. It has thrown my whole world apart. I can't even write what has happens it makes it too real. While I was away I gain and it's only been this last few weeks I've manage to drag myself in to seeing that I can't go on doing harm to my body. The food and the self hatered is not the person I want to be. I will find something good about me. I will be happy even if right now it I think it will never be possible. God give us nothing we can't handle and I know there is a lesson here for me to learn. So that being said thanks for reading my rambling and I'm sorry to those that depended on me here.
08-28-2008, 01:45 PM
I'm glad you're back! Sorry you've been through some hard times. It's hard to not medicate with food. Been there, done that. Now you are making a new start!
08-28-2008, 01:46 PM
Mezmerize, I know how you feel I been through alot myself. I am so glad you are back on the wagon with us. You will start feeling alot better now that you are back! Hope I can be of some help to you. Youf friend,Dumplin:hug:
08-28-2008, 01:47 PM
:hug: Glad you are back. We are here for you!
08-28-2008, 02:21 PM
:hug: Glad to see you back!
08-28-2008, 02:54 PM
:hug: :hug: :hug:
Thanks for your post... it was like I wrote it myself. I too came back recently. I had a good solid couple weeks into my eating healthy and then with one piece of cake I threw in the towel. Ever since then I have been shoveling sweet things into my mouth like it's my last day on Earth! ...Even as I was reading your post I was biting into a Tootsie Roll... which I have now promptly thrown into the trash can beside my desk! You are right... we CAN do this.
08-28-2008, 05:57 PM
MEZ! I've missed you so much! :hug:
08-28-2008, 06:00 PM
Welcome back. :hug:
The only thing that matters is that you're back! :hug:
08-29-2008, 12:24 AM
Mez!!! :hug: You've been sorely missed, woman!
Please know that I'm here for you, anything you need. PM me if you need to talk, OK?
08-29-2008, 01:16 AM
Thanks everyone! I don't think I've smiled or had a good feeling cry in what seem like forever! I've missed you guys! This is such a wonderful place!
Hugz to each and every one of you!! Now down to business! Today I ate on plan I didn't workout but I am going to baby step this. Tomorrows plan is: Eat on plan and dance two songs. (music can take me away) Wish there was a roller skating rink here that would be so much fun.
Once again thanks everyone and I look forward to help you guys with your journey.
08-29-2008, 11:54 AM
You are here now, that's the important thing. Good luck!
08-29-2008, 12:07 PM
I hope nothing happened to any member of your family. That is my biggest fear. I have 5 kids. Can't even begin to go there. Glad your back. I am semi new. I am on LA Weightloss. doing well.
08-29-2008, 10:45 PM
Mez....you have been missed! Glad your back to the unconditional acceptance. Hang in there!
08-30-2008, 01:38 AM
Bargoo - Thanks for the good luck wish..will putting that in my pocket!
Terri - All in my family are safe. That is also a huge fear of mine. Crazy world you know...
Iwanawurkit- can't help but lol when I see your avatar. It's how I look and feel in the morning. LOL