I've never really told anyone about this for the fear of being judged or called a bad mom but I feel like I won't be judged here. I really feel at times like I am absolutely nuts! I am mainly happy, very happy, but at times, it can happen any minute, I feel so upset or mad that I can't handle anything. I either get so mad I have to just be by myself a few minutes or I just bust into tears at random times over the simplest things. At first I thought it might be the baby blues but my youngest is nearly 2, isn't that a little late? Then I thought it might be my little monthly friend which I have every 3 weeks instead of 4, but its happening more and more here lately
. I don't have any kind of insurance so going to the doctor is pretty far out of reach since we live on a very tight budget. I guess i just really need to know if there is a way to think differently or something over the counter I can take. I get really down on myself cause of my weight which I'm trying to change but I also get down on myself cause I think maybe I'm not such a good mommy, my kids r extremely happy kids and constantly tell me I'm the best mommy in the world which should make me happy but it sometimes just makes me wonder if I'm doing ok or if they need more attention?! I dunno, anyone else feel like this or can give me some advice?