First of all - Yay you!
for taking control. EDs are insipid little things that can make themselves sound so logical. Congrats on recognizing them as the unhealthy traps they really are.
Yep, yep. Long long term goal here too. Couple actually. First, 19th wedding anniversary is in July and DH has asked me to marry him again. I would like to be able to wear my original size 8 wedding dress when we renew our vows on our 20th anniversary. And, way long term, I'd like to be able to wear the dress again for our 50th
Basically, rest of my life goal is to stop with the yoyoing and stay fit and healthy the rest of my (hopefully longer) life.