I was feeling so motivated, but all it takes is waking up one morning and having my husband be rude to me for no reason... It makes me want to give up again already. I hate how much control he has over how I feel about myself.
My two year old has a plate of food my husband had made him but was saying "no eat! down!" So I picked up the plate and tried to lighten his mood up... and then gave him the plate back. My husband got mad at me for this?
I can't believe something this stupid makes me completley lose my appetite for anything healthy. I usually eat oatmeal/egg whites for breakfast, but if I am feeling down, I have no appetite. I wish he would understand this and try to be nice to me when I first wake up. If I don't eat right in the morning I get a horrible headache and don't feel like following my diet for the rest of the day! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr
I just needed to rant...