Hi everyone........ i have never really done much message board posting before.
I am 28 years old...single ( with a FABULOUS new boyfriend) I have struggled with my weight all of my life... and everyone around me is effortlessly thin
When i was 17 i went from 199# to 130 and stayed that way... well into my 20's....
During the last few years i livved with a man who was physically and emotionally abusive... i never thought i was using my fat to insulate and protect me... but maybe i was...
NOW i am at 205# my fattest ever... and i am ready to try again. I have done it once but dont seem to be able to do it again!!!!!
I am the queen of ... ill start tomorrow. I guess i just wanted to introduce myself. I cant wait to get to know you..and hear from people i can RELATE to.... i just cant discuss my weight at 205 eating celery with a friend who's 100 # eating twinkies!!!!!!!