I have been on this journey for about 7 weeks and I was doing so well. I was not craving unhealthy food and excersize was becoming a little easier then I realized what my downfall is, the weekends. I completely bombed this past two weekends I have commited to not drink any Dr. Pepper except once a week while on date night with hubby. I went to a carnival this weekend and a pizza party last weekend and from there it was downhill. I have tried to do what some of you ladies do by looking up the menus and trying to be prepared, and that worked a tad bit.
I was actually feeling like I could do it this time, I am so tired of being this weight I could cry, I feel like a complete failure. I am overwhelmed with this feeling that I will never change, and it hurts so bad. I know this whole thing is emotional for me and some days are better then others. I just need my commitment back. Where did it go?
I am focused on getting back on board today, getting ready to go excersize hopefully my endorphines will kick in
thanks for listening