the cycle is endless!!!!
here's what's going on with me these days. some of you remember how bad off i was before the surgery - on oxygen, couldn't breathe. and that the respiratory therapist told me that exercise was out of the question, but i COULD take 10 very deep breaths several times an hour. so i did.
now, let's fast forward to being in EXCELLENT shape - lots of weight training, lots of cardio, and breathing was comfortable, easy, deep. it felt good.
that was about 18 months ago. since then, it's gotten harder and harder and harder to exercise. the alzheimer's mom takes more time and energy. so does work. [promotions and more responsibility will do that to a person], and constant exhaustion. SOOOO last week i realized i was having trouble taking a deep breath - it actually ACHED to breathe deeply. and i've been STRUGGLING to find the time to ride my bike or take a walk, no matter how short. the 90+ heat with 90+ humidity take a toll on my asthma as well [but i have drugs for that - it's not an excuse]
this is really essential - breathing deeply, expanding the lungs GETTING OXYGEN INTO MY SYSTEM!!!!!
so, tonight, i took an extra strength aleve [aching back] because i wasn't going to let ANYTHING stand in my way - and rode my bike about 5miles.
it's now about an hour later, and i'm sweating [a good sign], and my body is struggling to breathe deeply. it hurts a bit, and some part of me is fighting it, so i'm making a conscious effort to go with the deep breathing. it's SOOOOO important.
so, why am i babbling on so much??? BECAUSE IT'S ABOUT LISTENING TO MY BODY!! about paying attention to what i NEED, rather than ignoring it. that's something all of us who qualify for the surgery struggle with - body awareness.
and it never ends. it's so easy to fall back into old habits. but we can't let that happen.
sooooo, even if you don't feel like exercising, or you're not able to move very much, please remind yourselves to breathe deeply.
and while you're at it, PLEASE REMIND ME, TOO!!!!!