I was shocked when I heard that Anna Nicole Smith was dead! My first thoughts were for Dannie Lynn, of course, and for Howard, who I believe truly loves Anna Nicole.
I am sad to think that with all of the people around Anna Nicole day after day that she still couldn't ever reach true happiness, calmness, and LOVE in her life. It sounds like she was really a very simple gal wishing for simple things that so many of us have. and maybe don't appreciate!
Without a doubt, losing a child has GOT to be one of the worst if not THE worst thing that could ever happen to a person. The fact that Daniel's death came just after such a happy time of giving birth HAD to be a horrible shock to Anna's whole system!
She had so many things that she was dealing with in her life! Any ONE of them would have thrown ME for a loop! I heard her say in an interview that she was scared that Daniel was lost, that he didn't know what would happen to himself and that she didn't know either (speaking of where he would go when he died). I thought it was very sad that Anna Nicole and Daniel felt so lost about things. It would make for a very scary time if you were unsure in your own mind about what would happen after death. I keep thinking that maybe she kept looking for answers in all the wrong places...
She is free from pain now and no longer has to deal with all the trouble that has followed her for so many years. It is my hope that Dannie Lynn will have a happy, LOVED life and will find the peace that sadly eluded her mom.
Rest in Peace, Anna!
Cheryl
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