princesswendy
03-06-2001, 05:18 PM
hey everyone!
where the heck is everyone hiding these days?
well i hope some of you come out of hiding soon!
im doing very well, got a fantastic new job, a new pickup truck (ford ranger) and a whole new attitude:):)
the earthquake really shook me up in more ways than one.
i really had things put into perspective----quick!
the food thing is going well, ive really released the diet mentality, its been a long process, but its become second nature to me now.
ive been totally eating on demand and been binge free, for quite awhile now, i dont even know how long because i let go of the counting days , weeks, etc.
my clothes have stayed the same size and i stopped gaining.
ive been a 12/14 for about 4 mths now.
its great to be at this stage.
ive finally found peace and self love.
yesterday i had to get a new i.d. made and when i looked at the picture, i felt a small twinge of the old feelings, like "i look fat, look at my double chin" which i hadnt felt in a long time.
i quickly caught myself and gently reminded myself that it was just a picture, a moment frozen and just not a flattering pose.
my anxiety slipped right away.
a big difference from a yr ago!!!!
im in the process of facing lifelong fears about things and its exhillerating!
im so busy getting out there and dealing with things that ive been afraid of, that i dont have the time or inclination to ruminate over food and body issues, its awesome.
i hope to hear from you guys soon, meg, fullhouse, kymber and all the rest.
miss reading your posts and need to catch up on you guys.
love and hugs,
wendy
where the heck is everyone hiding these days?
well i hope some of you come out of hiding soon!
im doing very well, got a fantastic new job, a new pickup truck (ford ranger) and a whole new attitude:):)
the earthquake really shook me up in more ways than one.
i really had things put into perspective----quick!
the food thing is going well, ive really released the diet mentality, its been a long process, but its become second nature to me now.
ive been totally eating on demand and been binge free, for quite awhile now, i dont even know how long because i let go of the counting days , weeks, etc.
my clothes have stayed the same size and i stopped gaining.
ive been a 12/14 for about 4 mths now.
its great to be at this stage.
ive finally found peace and self love.
yesterday i had to get a new i.d. made and when i looked at the picture, i felt a small twinge of the old feelings, like "i look fat, look at my double chin" which i hadnt felt in a long time.
i quickly caught myself and gently reminded myself that it was just a picture, a moment frozen and just not a flattering pose.
my anxiety slipped right away.
a big difference from a yr ago!!!!
im in the process of facing lifelong fears about things and its exhillerating!
im so busy getting out there and dealing with things that ive been afraid of, that i dont have the time or inclination to ruminate over food and body issues, its awesome.
i hope to hear from you guys soon, meg, fullhouse, kymber and all the rest.
miss reading your posts and need to catch up on you guys.
love and hugs,
wendy