3 1/2 years ago I had this rock bottom moment. I was unemployed, almost homeless and the heaviest I had ever been. I was alone and sad.
So I moved in with a friend (not paying rent) and started eating well and hiking 3 days a week. Partly to lose the weight, but mostly to feel better. It worked. I lost 55lbs in 3 months and felt like a new person.
Cue getting back to work full time, school full time and a new boyfriend. Hiking was the first thing to go, it simply took too much time. Then it was eating out all the time with the bf, who eats anything he wants and doesn't gain a lb.
3 years later and i'm 10lbs heavier than I was before the weight loss. I feel sick a lot, i'm always tired but I don't really sleep, and my body hurts all the time.
I have the most wonderful bf anyone could ask for, i'm employed and have my own apartment again but emotionally i'm a mess.
I am on an extremely tight budget and have minimal free time to exercise so I really don't know how i'm going to do it but I can't keep going the way i'm going. I'm totally open to suggestions. I'm tired of feeling uncomfortable and sad all the time.