MrsM, welcome back!!
I'm so sorry you've been having such a difficult time.
Hang in there, hon. It's all fate. The new drugs will kick in and will be good (at least for a while
), an interesting job will come your way, and the house... well... the house wasn't meant to be. Another one is waiting for you in the future.
As for being a SAHM... I don't think ANY of us are cut out for it.
But we do what we have to do, and if you need to get a part time job to stay sane, that's perfectly understandable.
hugs and prayers, sweetie. Like Sabrina said, come and chat with us... more often!