Ok I was wondering if you guys could comment on this. I think I'm having a day of insanity. Angels on one shoulder, devils on the other..........
All day long, I've been thinking crazy thoughts like ....
Devil: " oh you should just give this up now......you've always been heavy......always will be"
Devil: "heavy is your identity......who would you be if you were thin?"
Devil: "if you lose too much more weight, people will flirt with you and you'll be uncomfortable with the attention and OMG! where might that all lead??!!!" eek!
Devil: " you have so much more to lose......it will take so long.....can you really hang in over the long haul?"
Angel: "if not now, when? so what if it takes a year? if you do nothing, another year will go by and you will be back to where you started....no progress at all! the trip of a thousand miles begins with the first step.......etc etc"
As you can see the devils are winning..........
How does one keep positive over the long haul? Am I crazy or does it seem like I am afraid of losing weight and what is up with that?
Do I need meds or something?
Thanks for letting me vent - Terri