Hey chicas, it's been a long while and I'm going to have to spend a while catching up with everyone's posts
I've had a turbulent few months... I moved back in with the bf at the end of march and we moved into a new place in early april, the day after we moved we went on holiday for a week, came back to lots of unapcking, my bf is writing his uni dissertation which is due in on the 18th and I had my tonsils removed on the 7th, so am currently off work with not much to do (except all the housework, bleh) and throughout all this time I've had no internet, no scales, held no routine whatsoever and am actually really surprised that I didn't put on more than I did! Phew... I now have the net and have at least one more week off work in which I'm going to finish the curtains I've started for the new flat, finish the unpacking properly and get myself into a proper food routine.
That is my goal for may... to get into a proper eating routine, with breakfast, lunch, dinner and healthy snacks in between. It's really difficult for me to do that at the moment as I find myself eating only so I don't ruin my stomach with painkillers, but the pain is starting to subside and I'm managing to get a bit of breakfast in
I'm in the process of making myself a few goals and sorting out some rewards for meeting them etc. and I'm not only really looking forward to the summer but also to Gay Pride, which is a really big deal where I live, but even though I've spent 3 summers here, I've never been able to go to the saturday parade etc. due to work or holidays, so that's my main summer goal. The theme is Pride by the Seaside so I guess what I wear will mostly depend on how much I weigh
which will also be aided by the gym membership I'm going to be able to buy what with my pay rise
As soon as I'm well enough, I'm getting on down there to sign my flab away, and what a joyous occasion it will be
Anyhoo, that's enough from me, I hope all you girlies are doing well today!
Well Done on keeping OP Tayja
and good luck with your official weigh in
, great work with staying on plan, just keep it up and you'll fall back into your healthy routine without a sweat
, hang in there! We all have crappy days, weeks, months, **** I've had pretty crappy years! Just take a breath, remember why you're losing weight and trying to stay healthy, remember your goals and why they are there... they are only for you, so you can be a stronger, healthier person. Next time you feel the binge coming on, ask yourself why... work out what's causing the need to binge and sort it out a healthier way, come on here and vent to us
and remind youself of all the hard work you'll undo by eating that chocolate or those chips or that pizza etc. You can do it