I want to ...
-be too small to wear my wedding gown, instead of too big.
-be able to run around after my kids at the park for the full hour or more that we're there, instead of having to sit down after only about 5 minutes.
-enjoy having sex with the lights on.
-wear gorgeous lingerie.
-get the tattoos I've wanted since my kids were born.
-buy the feminine, pretty, flirty and floaty clothes that I adore, but rarely look good in now.
-know that my husband's friends and coworkers are jealous of him about me
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-have people be surprised to learn that I have two young children who are less than 18 months apart in age.
-be too small to shop at Lane Bryant.
-be able to buy a chocolate bar as a treat without getting accusing looks from people who think I'm too fat to be indulging in a chocolate bar as an occassional treat.