If it makes you feel any better, this is my eighth or ninth try at WW. I love the quote: "it doesn't matter how slowly we go as long as we do not stop." -Confucius.
Maybe try to think about what part of WW works best for you? For me it's a combination of group support and tracking online. The online support is ok for me, I prefer the group support. When I was in OA, I was asked a few times when starting with a sponsor, "what's going to be different this time?" It's a challenging and thought provoking question. Ask yourself, are you ready to commit to tracking or following Simple Start? Or are you ready to lose weight? Don't hesitate to reach out to others for support.
Hugs, hang in there.