Kaplods and Bill, thank you for your advice. Can't do online dating either...hmmm Not seen well here and discouraged. I'd love to...but I can't and somehow, deep down (maybe because of the brainwash) I do not really trust it.
My world is just limits and restrictions. I try to break some of them but once I do so, as you say, Bill, some of them tend to crush some opportunities.