Everyone is different, so I can't speak for you. I can only say that if I were leading your current life I would be dissatisfied and restless, not because it's too rushed but because it doesn't seem to involve any long-term plan. That's just me, though: I need to be moving toward a destination (whether a relationship goal, a career objective, a creative project, or anything else). If this resonates with you, it could explain some of your anxiety and resultant compulsion to binge. Your food choices look pretty healthy to me.