angelicus thank you very much im happy to say this morning im at 168 so im now offically back to where i started.
nonameslob thank you.Im excited to cook i got a kitchen aid mixer for xmas and a food processor.
Mini goal#1 get back to the weight i was before i gave up [x]
Mini goal#2 be 138 for my disney cruise 
Mini goal number 3 healthy bmi 132