droll n quirky
, it seems to me, that you are very successful in life. Is being heavy the only thing you don't like about yourself? Is it because you're afraid you'll stay single?
Finding the forum was a great step it helped me A LOT, mainly because I saw how many women go through the same struggles as I do and how many succeeded! Maybe it would help you, if you found some friends that have problems with weight first online and then your home town. Watching The Biggest Loser also helped with my motivation.
This time is different, because you’re not alone!
Don't put yourself down, if you had 2 failed surgeries! In any weight loss program, chances are, you won't be able to keep your weight down – that's why you have to try again and again and some day you'll win the battle!
P.S.: I admire your confidence, NikonGirl30
! I would give you lots of tips, if I saw you perform!