Hi. I have never been on a weight loss forum before but have been 'meaning to' for months/years.
I am 34 years old, have 3 small kids and weigh over 330lb the last time i checked - i haven't weighed for months now as i have been too scared but i know from my clothes that this has increased.
I really just don't know where to start. I know I need to do something but I think i'm scared of failing and this prevents me from starting to lose weight. I feel like i'm on a mission to self destruct and i don't know why.