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Old 10-02-2013, 02:40 AM   #1
Jenz2013
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Location: Vereeniging, JHB, South Africa
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Default Hello all, I'm new here!

Well, where to start...

I guess you could say that I have been over weight all my life. At some points only slightly, and now horribly. I woke up this morning and decided to weigh myself, morbid curiosity I suppose, having not weighed myself in nearly a year. Funny thing about those few seconds before you get onto it, "ag, it cant be THAT bad". Well, it was worse than I ever imagined. So, so much worse. Now I'm not really tall nor short, but even in the mirror I didnt think I looked that fat. So I guess its obvious why I didn't notice this drastic change. But still, I am floored. Now I know for sure I need to change my life!

Since a young age, my step father called me horrible names about being fat, told me one day I would be as big as a house.Though I wasn't even close to being that fat at the time, but when high school swung around and I started growing up, oh did his words resound in my head, BECAUSE the growing up was taking place around my waist. To make matters worse, I started using the pill and boy oh boy, I piled the weight on.Now I'm in my early 20's, and by early I mean 22 and 119kgs. (I have no idea what that is in lbs).

I am terrified, I'm alone and I need to change my life but don't have the slightest clue as to how I should do this.

Last month I already started with trying to change my eating and tried to get some calories burned but as usual, I fell off the wagon. But I don't have a choice now, I need to get better.

I am hoping that with some advice and support, my life can finally change!

Thanks for reading my soppy story
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