I've been using this site off and on since October, and I was successful at getting myself to a healthy weight and size and was feeling good about myself. I still feel like I am beautiful, but I am losing control again. I have already lost control. I don't think I have to describe what I did outward, because for me so much about it is the feelings of powerlessness over food.
Partly it is because I don't have as much time as I have in the past, but now my motivation is seriously down after a wedding where I ate 5 cupcakes and 3.5 doughnuts, in addition to seconds... blah blah. I am really bummed out that I did that to myself again, especially after all my hard work.
I don't know. I guess I am just looking for a pick me up. How do people stay motivated?