Originally Posted by julianna912
I've struggled with starting IP since December 2012. I would usually quit after a couple days and the longest I've stayed op was a week. I just couldn't stop eating candy, chips, whatever was around. I wanted so badly to be healthy but I just told myself I couldn't stop eating bad things. Then last week I just asked myself what does this food do for me? It taste good but after I feel extremely guilty. I've always been a little chubby but never bigger then a 14 and now at 21 I am a size 26. I can't do this anymore. So I ordered my alternatives and waited. I officially began again on Tuesday June 4th and I know this time I'm not turning around. I was so proud of myself yesterday when my manager brought fresh cookies in yesterday and offered me a few.I immediately asked myself why do I need this cookie and went and had a bottle of water instead. I'm so happy I have this forum to help me through this!
Welcome! It sounds like you're ready to do it this time, stick with it!