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Old 04-16-2013, 08:13 PM   #12
Staying the Same
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Join Date: Sep 2010
Location: Troy, NY
Posts: 6,444

S/C/G: 160+/116-120/maintainer

Height: 5'5


I always fear the unpredictable snap and binge. I feel like I've "beat" binge/restrict cycles but sometimes, specifically around TOM, it's almost like I'm dangling by a thread over that horrible place, about to drop into a pit full of vipers.

Of late I want to drop some body fat as summer and nudity season are coming up, which = eating at a deficit. I have started drastically cutting my lunch portions so that I can just gorge myself after work. We'll see how this goes. I want to do everything in my power to never lose control again. My weight will do what it wants but I don't want to feel like I'm at the mercy of something as dumb as junk food.
Push on some more!
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